despite your lovely happy day,
your joy stops and starts to fade away,
above your stomach below your heart,
you try to talk without knowing where to start.
it seems you sleep for years,
as your mind crumbles and disappears,
most things aren't what they seem,
and could only be from a bad dream.
the only world you can see,
isn't in your head you try believe,
all these thoughts are only temporary,
while your sad belief in this is exemplary.
you tried to fight and raise your voice,
but you know deep down there was no choice,
you give in to this powerful force,
and let it take you on its course.
